Unnecessarily Necessary Tedium
Bored, I must conclude,
Do not let sleep intrude
As the repetition starts to grate
My mind frays at a worrying rate,
Knowing the next;
Line of text;
Has been written for me,
Lack of input to write and be free.
Eyes to the horizon, await the weekend,
Where freedom lives and my mind can mend;
The evening too temporary a reprieve
To repair fully, I believe;
Thoughts dragged back to the idea of tomorrow
Knowing the same shade of grey, fills my sorrow.
Institutioned to the corporation is a growing fear,
With each day is a step too near.
So I fill my mind with ideas grand
Sate the urge of my imagination's demand.
Happy here in my dreamscape
From my tedium it's my escape.
The form my fear now takes, the delusion,
That my dreams shall remain illusion;
Have I placed the bar too high?
As this fear looms I sigh.
Fatigued from the long road travelled
Hoping truly that my mind's not yet unravelled,
Knowing that I've still to cover many miles
Before I've passed these trials.
So to my next step I look to place,
Responsibilities of effort I must face
To excuse the sacrifices I've made;
The price weighty, I'm sure I've paid
It's time to ignore the fears in my mind
The reality of my dreams I'm sure to find.
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Well what a sublime day it was today :) Mons. Sun had his hat and his corn cob pipe firmly on and in, whistling a happy tune for all to enjoy (no small task mit a corn cob on the go, but the old shiner has got himself some mad skills). It was truly glorious out there, so looking at it through a window whilst sitting at a desk was unfair to the utmost! Personally I think that when it gets over a certain level of shininess all work should be optional; with full pay (invest in sun cream companies ;). At least the cycle home was a true joy and the climb after a sweaty mess. Much fun to be had on such days!