Pt3.
I looked in the direction I was dismissed, toward the head of the beast. Many ill growths protruded from its back, each leaving a trail of dark smog that was whipped back in the wind shear and slowly sank back down to the join with what lay on the surface. I thought I could make out the head of the beast; it was a mere dot on the horizon. The beasts head must’ve been over a mile distant, it would be some trek before I’d get my answers.
As I set off I noted how odd it was that this could be the same writhing mass of energy that I perceived from the ground. It was so still to walk upon; the only movement I could feel from the beast was a small vibration beneath my feet. It was as if I was walking along some massive stripped and shaggy road. Albeit one that was occasionally despoiled by ugly boulders. If it weren’t for the constant billowing of the wind I’d struggle to imagine that we were moving at all. Yet due to this unstoppable breeze I was feeling quite the chill. I pulled my coat closer around me, digging my hands into my pockets as I lent slightly into the wind.
Approaching the first node on my way to the head I saw movement. Shocked I stood to stare for a moment. There was a small grey creature that had two eyes plumb centre on each side of their head, which itself looked oversized for its body. The movement that caught my attention was the head suddenly twisting so one of the eyes could stare unblinking right at me. Its egg shaped head was rounder on top, tapering to a thin neck. Its round eye in the centre of a dark grey ovoid gazing deeply at me was perturbing enough but as I drew my eyes away from the stare I noticed other oddity’s about these creatures. They looked like small children, there grey skin hairless and were dressed in dirty loin cloths. It was their hands and feet that truly disturbed me, for where I would imagine hands to be the wrists and ankles narrowed to shallow hooks that it used to cling to the side of the lumps. No other features could I spy on the smooth heads.
There were three on the growth next to me, all eyeing me, all perfectly still. I looked out to other growths, there was more of these little grey creatures. For what I could see no protrusion was free of them. The other creatures were not still on their respective nodes, they moved in a swaying stop start motion about the protrusions. They would occasionally pause at certain places, I can only assume that they were tending or feeding off of the gross nodes.
I felt as though they were examining me for potential threat, coiled and waiting to pounce if I dared to show aggression. I had no desire to be attacked whilst on the back of a beast which was floating several thousand feet in the air. So I gave them a wide berth as I edged around them they followed my movement eerily twisting their heads to keep me as the main focus for one of their eyes. My shoulders stooped a little as I realise my journey to the head of the beast had just lengthened, for I would have to pass several score of these strange nodes. Still I soldiered on; no destination was ever arrived at by remaining still or wasting effort on fretting about the journey.
I received the same disturbing reception at each protrusion, every time a shiver slid its way through me when as one they stopped to stare. It felt as though just by passing them they took a little from me. My reserves of energy were waning; I started to at first think and then lust for some sustenance. I could not remember my last meal or even a time when I was so famished. The walk was turning into a stooped stumble. My mind started to wonder off to tangents dark and unpleasant, flashbacks of deeds I was most ashamed of crept through my mind. I had survived two long wars; there was much in my mind that if I dwelt on could lead me into a deep ravine of depression that I knew would take me years to function properly. I had led men, some of them good and decent folk to their deaths. Each face now came before my eyes, pale of skin and scarlet of blood.
I had to blink, screwing up my lids hard against my eyes to get my focus back to the path I was walking. I noticed that as I walked past each protrusion the sensation of woe became stronger. Things I hadn’t thought of for years were leaping across my mind. My father dying of a liver complaint, my mother’s non-stop weeping for being left alone, my wife’s death from the birth of our first child who himself was stillborn. It was as though every hurt that I had ever felt were fresh again and competing to weigh my heart down. I do not know what it was the kept my feet moving forward maybe it was something deep in me that knew I had grieved for all these things. Yes each new image hurt but as each new wave swept over me I knew it could not hurt more than it did when it happened. I could feel that it lacked rawness. The greater my bodies desire to stop the less I allowed myself to cease my forward momentum. It was my loving wife that aided me in this, the fresh hurt from her passing allowed me to force other memories of her into my mind. She had always said that I was a stubborn sod.
I started to pick up my pace, my stride became more confident with this the images were fading from my eyes. Now as I strode past the strange grey things I noticed that there were less of them on the facing side of the growths. Now my eyes would focus less on them and came back to my goal, looking up to see the head of the beast now only a few hundred yards from where I was nearly brought a tear of relief to my weary eyes.
I past the last of the protrusions at a near jog, so eager was I to finish this heinous journey. The creatures head was massive, easily the size of a very comfortable room; neck thinned a little and was certainly rounder than his flat broad back. The first step upon his neck I slipped, tumbling down the side of the neck. My guts churned at the acceleration of a falling body, I flailed my arms behind me gripping tightly to the thick fir, dangling from the very side of the neck. Walking along the flat of the back I had no reference to see just how poor my town shoes were at gripping the fir. If it wasn’t for the abundance of his long fir I would’ve fallen from the beast and into the gloom that whisked by below.
I climbed at an angle as so I wouldn’t have to navigate the neck, pulling myself, tired, hungry and thirsty to a stop in the centre of the beast’s massive head. I lay for a second catching my breath. Then a rumble like thunder said. ‘GREETINGS BARTHOLOMEW, YOU HAVE JOURNEYED FAR AND I KNOW YOU HAVE MANY QUESTIONS; WHICH I WILL TRY TO ANSWER BUT I’M AFRAID YOU’VE COME HERE NOT FOR ANSWERS BUT BECAUSE I NEED YOUR HELP.’
With that I started to laugh.